You’d wake up in the embrace of my arms just as the sun shines through my window.
Morning graces & half glances from your beautiful eyes,
I’ve found myself already tangled in you.
If I could breath you in & swim in a sea of blankets,
I’d lay here for eternity w you.
In this most lucid moment, you’ve captured everything in me.
You asked me once to be yours forever,
My reply is yes w out a single doubt or hesitancy.
Track: Trouble - Coldplay.
I played tonight off like it didn’t hurt.
If I had any tears left, they might’ve graced my cheeks,
& flushed my skin w heat.
But I’ve been burned one too many times.
How do you describe the feeling of bring crushed?
Then pretend breathing is still a possibility after that kind of blow.
In actuality you’re trying to smile while crawling so low on the floor.
I wonder if your thoughts were filled w sincerity.
I’m wishing that my words have effected you.
I’m wishing you feel the same heaviness of sorrow I do.
Because admitting that you walked away w out a single scratch is unbearable.
I wonder if I played it off well enough so you can walk away easier.
Every beautiful girl deserve one moment of being saved.
Even if it kills me w a free fall without a parachute.
We’re falling apart in a moment in which we know we can never come together again.
This was all too soon.
The possibilities were endless but it all died tonight w one small sentence.
“I can’t give you the things you need.”
All I wanted was a little of your time but even that was too precious.
A sigh of aspiration as I write this.
A sigh of relief as it leaves me.
I don’t think I will ever be enough.
The deafening sound of defeat & utter rejection.
You say I’m used to getting my way but I say I’m much to used to this heartbreak.